Volume 2 Issue 1
Bula Matari/Smasher of Rocks  |  Stray


Tom Sleigh's books include After One, Waking, The Chain, The Dreamhouse, and a translation
of Euripides' Herakles. His new book of poems, Far Side of the Earth, was published in Spring 2003 by Houghton Mifflin.
His book of essays, Interview With a Ghost, is forthcoming from Graywolf Press. He has won the Shelley Prize
from the Poetry Society of America, an Academy of Arts and Letter Award in Literature, an Individual Writer's Award
from the Lila Wallace/Reader's Digest Fund, and grants from the Guggenheim Foundation and the National Endowment for the Arts.
He teaches in the graduate writing program at New York University and at Dartmouth College.






Rehearsal 6: Dramaturgy—Setting and Background



The dead and the living acting out their roles

sign back and forth across the waters of death:

sometimes an ocean, but often just a pool, puddle

that we living step across: the ancestors live

near and far, the land of death plotting

and re-plotting its coordinates as we walk, oblivious,

along its flashing, everchanging shores.

During World War II, in the Far Eastern theater,

while my father played his part in uniform

near Kun Ming in China—"...I was shot at

by local warlords thinking I was another tribe

but don't worry, I'm fine..."—in Congo's Katanga

province, miners are digging up uranium.

Completely unprotected from radiation,

many of them die from cancer: they join

the dead who live the lives of the living,

only reversed: while the living hoe their plots

of ground beyond the village, the dead lie down

to sleep in their beds; and when the living

sleep, the dead prowl through the bush,

keeping herd on leopards, elephants, panthers

as if they were herding goats; the miners

and my dead father both in their versions

of the land of death: the miners' ancestors

make offerings to the dead, consult them

whenever there is trouble: Someone

in the family's ill; they ask who among

the dead is responsible, what do the dead

require to make the pain stop: is it true

that someone has been selling the lungs

of the sick one to a hungry spirit who can fix it

so the seller can go work in a rich man's house?

The Gross Legumes in their Mercedes and couture

from Paris are powerful sorcerers whom the dead help—

but the price for this is that the dead eat the living:

every advantage we living receive is paid for

in the land of the dead, the bodies of the living

are sold piece by piece for the dead to eat.

And when the Gross Legumes die, even they can't buy off death:

In the 19th century the dying king was strangled

by running a rope through a hole in the death hut,

knotting it around the king's neck, and then, from outside

pulling it taut until he strangled—his last breath

breathed in by the new king, or else the dying king's

power breathed out in that last breath would destroy

the village, rampage through the world like an elephant

through the bush. The bomb born in Congo

and dropped on Japan was the prototype for what

my father helped make into an ICBM:

In his world of death he hovers above his son

envisioning Congolese miners who die without

treatment in the barracks but for the sorcerer

who tries to divine what the dead are angry over,

and tries to bargain the dead spirit down

to just the man's lungs; or, even better, a chicken's blood;

he tries to make the dead right with the living:

as a man's son, following a script inscribed

by his father's death, might bargain with the dead

to learn more about the rocket motor burning up

liquid fuel exploding on the launchpad—

the burn too fast, too hot, too close always

to burning out of control: my father becomes

a solid propellant man, the man who goes

to Cape Canaveral to watch the launch

and make sure the burn burns evenly,

at the same temperature, I imagine, as a blast furnace

or crematorium, that plaque of heat

shimmering from beneath the first stage booster

as the rocket slides free of the gantry

and crawls its way slowly up the sky,

the payload with its halflife pervading

in its poison emanations the father with his rifle

hitching a ride back to base after shooting at

and missing some rabbits and being fired on

by the warlord's soldiers; and the miner stripped

on his bunk, the sorcerer inquiring

which ancestor is hungry, what food

do the dead need to let loose of the living.







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